Blog on Rewind 1

this was posted may 23 2005

another day of misery over...
jazzy, lammo i miss you. i was watching my sassy girl and windstruck the other day... i was crying so hard... why the **** did you have to leave!!! life is passion. you were passion personified... and maybe thats the reason for your leavetaking... yung manner that you left us... it can be described as a crime of passion. we love you jazzy, and we continue to love you. i just cant imagine going to a theater production without remembering you... i cant watch jim carey without remembering you... remember MONA LISA SMILE? the DETROIT PISTONS? how about ETERNAL SUNSHINE FOR THE SPOTLESS MIND? i wish you just did that... fought for love. it might have made you miserable, but were there for you. cant blame you for being selfish... maybe you just couldnt take it anymore, pero hindi ba't a relationship entails being together through thick and thin? for better or for worse? in the end... death did part us.
you said you felt safe with us, but i guess you didnt trust us enough to share your burdens with us. we couldve carried it with you.
i guess no matter how hard we rant and rave, nothings gonna change what happened... i just hope that on your new journey you could still feel and know that we love you... it transcends everything Jazzy... even death.
take care bro... see ya on the flipside...