Beethoven's Love Letter to His Beloved on My Birthday...

July 7, 1801

Though still in bed my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us. I can live only wholly with you or not at all—yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home, send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits.—Yes, unhappily it must be so—you will be the more resolved since you know my fidelity—to you, no one can ever again possess my heart—none—never—Oh, God! why is it necessary to part from one whom one so loves and yet my life in Vienna is now a wretched life—your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men—at my age, I need a steady, quiet life—can that be under our conditions?

My angel, I have just been told that the mail coach goes every day—and I must close at once so you may receive the L. at once. Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together—be calm—love me—today—yesterday—what tearful longings for you—you—you—my life—my all—farewell—Oh continue to love me—never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved L.

ever thine
ever mine
ever for each other

oOo

must be lovely to have someone love you with that much intensity. if i were given a chance to travel back in time i'd want to live in the Victorian era.. they maybe prissy, but they sure know how to make love letters during that time...

am such a sucker for love letters or letters in general.

im a person of words kasi. its hard for me to express how i feel through actions... mas intense kasi when i write it down... dunno... i feel as if the feeling is more tangible when its in words... weird ba?

*sigh*

oOo

in a few hours its gonna be my birthday... looking back.. i have a lot to celebrate for on my birthday coz the past year... was an annus terrificus...

things/events that i am totally grateful for that ive got (circa july 7, 2005-2006)

* N6680
* kickass teevee
* a family that supports me in all my endeavors...
* good health
* my mom getting through a car accident (head on collision) relatively unscathed
* my dad being here for me... even if he doesnt live with the family anymore
* a job that i relatively like
* finding a best friend in the most unexpected place at the most unexpected time
* being accepted into the law review board
* Robbie coming home for my birthday :'(
* wonderful friends from NSG
* being accepted in the the tight knit circle of the DSIG
* having a blog where i can rant all i want without anyone caring
* Starbucks ELJCC + Grande Caramel Macchiatos = happy Jenn
* my goofy :lovesigh:

dami pa eh... i just cant remember it all... i'll just update this as the day progresses ^_^

so there...