i am st. anger.
i am the latte day saint.
oOo
Lamentation
gnashing teeth
rending garments
wailing
moaning
keening
crying.
what more do you need?
what more do you want?
err 'twas borne
au revoir petite jeune.
au revoir to the unborn cherub
did i do something wrong?
did i say something wrong?
a black hole has taken up residence in me.
taking the place of where my heart used to be.
i guess its my fault too.
au revoir cherub.
oOo
i dont know who to blame.
maybe i couldve done more.
couldve cared more.
shouldve shared more.
shouldve talked more.
should've; would've; could'ves...
gone.
i always thought i knew how deeply wounding the pain of loss is.
boy was i wrong.
was i ever wrong.
i guess im numb now.
when you told me what happened...
the colors from the world slowly faded...
like cheap watercolor being washed off the pavement by torrential rain.
i will NEVER forgive you.
NEVER.
NEVER.
so pack your bags and go into the night.
i shant care where you end up.
as long as you're not here.
... i am beyond anger ...
... i am beyond pain ...
... i am beyond sadness...
i am st. anger.
i am the latte day saint.
oOo
someone asked me this question...
when does one become a best friend?
this actually bothered me for a few days... coz i myself dont know the answer... so i asked around... these are the answers that i've got so far:
* When they are friends even if you don't have anything & they are always be there for you to comfort & offers help if needed & trouble arises.
* both sides understand and accept each others idiosyncrasies and behavior...
* kahit sa text lang, alam mo na kung anong feelings nya (*sigh*)
* kabisado mo kung may dapat syang sabihin sayo or kung may problema sya and vice-versa (*ehem*)
* I think a person is your best friend when his there when you needed him the most. I can't really say he ALWAYS have to be there for you. It's a bit unfair to have that unnecessary expectation. (*ouch*)
* well i guess a best friend is someone you could rely on / depend on at all times. best friends never leave each other especially during times of crisis. it works both ways. if only one of you is considering the "best friend" relationship then it would be hard, unfair, and depressing on your part...
and this is the best answer that i have gotten so far...
* When you can't seem to find the exact words to define how he/she became one. You just know it by heart.
**** with one of the answers that i got, a new question came to mind...
"so if only one person considers somebody as the best friend but the other person doesnt do the same, then that doesnt qualify as a best-friend relationship?"
i need answers to this... Message me.. please? thanks...
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