down the drain

i feel pretty down.

im astounded why im affected but well... let me just wonder for awhile...

im disappointed as well.

i hate this feeling.

why the hell am i so affected about what other people do?

these are the times that i hate being an empath and i hate having friends.

this always happen.

whenever any of my friends would do something stupid/bad i feel bad as well. its like I was the one that did the deed.

bwakananginangshetpakurleche.

i really need a world class SWEAR WORD for this type of letdown. so that i can vent out...

i feel so let down.

whatever.

whatever.

whatever.

whatever.

whatever.