love is too convenient

I was watching "The Notebook", when it suddenly hit me, why do these cheesy love stories make me somehow wish that someone will love me that way. But then i thought, am i not being loved with the same amount, yet the only thing that makes it different is the era?

We live in a fast-paced life, wherein a single click, a single second can change our lives drastically. Isn't it amazing how "i love you" became so easy to say, or even express? The phrase is even a cliche! Sometimes we feel that the other person doesn't mean it anymore, but in reality, we're just hoping for magnified expressions. Big enoough for us to notice. The ones that really require so much effort. But is it just that, love is still the same, yet its expression has evolved, or it is the fact that the meaning of love just evolved through time?

Love conquers all.

History dictates what love can do. Its either its something great, or something so terrible enough to lose our sanity. After watching the paperback that turned into film, the feeling of envy is still right beneath my head. But right now im realizing, is it really something to envy about? Is it our faults that technology has evolved, and has tremendously made expression so much easier?

Sometimes its so nice to live a simple life. A life wherein not all things evolve and exist for our convenience... The simple acts are the ones that mean so much. A cheesy card, your guy going to your house just to ask you if he could take you to dinner tomorrow, a bunch of flowers that's hand-picked. Expressions of love arent supposed to be disposable, just like a text msg in your fone that you can delete. Its something that should stick to our memories. Something done out of convenience. and i go back to what i said. Love conquers all.... it conquers the comforts of the world we live in right now. It doesnt have to be hard, but it has to be done with meaning.

fallen

*sigh*

im missing him so bad.

you just... Fall.

lifted from the MSN archive...

01.04.06 / j_quantum & Kickass Goddess

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j_quantum says:
hahahha HUGSS baby tight pressing my chest against her breast and whispering to her "Can you feel that heart beating for you?"

Kickass Goddess pretty sad says:
awwww....

Kickass Goddess pretty sad says:
*blushing in a very pleased way*

Kickass Goddess pretty sad says:
*looks up to my baby and whispers... wish you can hear my heart too...*

j_quantum says:
hahhahaha KISSESS & HUGGSS baby and whispers I love you baby

Kickass Goddess pretty sad says:
*kisses baby back and whispers back i love you too so much*

Kickass Goddess pretty sad says:
i cant actually believe this...

Kickass Goddess pretty sad says:
im inlove with a guy who is half a world away

Kickass Goddess pretty sad says:
*sigh*

Kickass Goddess pretty sad says:
i sure do hope im not entering into something thats gonna end up in a load of hurt...

Kickass Goddess pretty sad says:
*hugs baby tight*

j_quantum says:
hahahha well why would I wanna hurt you baby? hahha

Kickass Goddess pretty sad says:
not physically...

Kickass Goddess pretty sad says:
more on breaking my heart.

j_quantum says:
hahahahha well that's what I meant too. why would I try to break your heart baby? hahaha

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im scared shitless... im falling inlove with him. he's half a world away and he's coming back next March... im taking a gamble. this is why they call it falling in love... because you just choose

to...

FALL...